douggoble
Status: Oddly calm after a very painful conversation.
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No major breakdowns yet however I did come close a little while ago. Sleeping in separate rooms yet doing pretty much everything else like before, meals, TV, dogs, etc. Night time and mornings are so...
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Not sure how much more I can take. Spent the entire day in tears. Where and how did everything go so wrong? I felt like the luckiest guy in the world and then I screwed it all up. I miss her so much,...
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Almost made through an entire day without a breakdown. I think meds need to be upped. Worked a long hard day today in order to try and keep my mind off things but towards the end I hit a major wall....
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Took a big step today, not really the one I was hoping for. Moved into 1 of our spare rooms. 15 years next to the same person, tonight will not be easy nor will the morning. Our therapist wants me to...
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Had our counseling session this morning. Today was individual sessions. The end result is that our therapist thinks that a full separation is necessary. He also said that the wife needs to end the...
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During the day lately I've been holding it together for the most part, I think the meds are having an effect. At night and in the morning however I am a basket case. That time when we would snuggle...
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In the morning I cry, in the afternoon I cry, in the evening and at night I cry. She's coming from a visit to her fathers this weekend and I have this overwhelming sense of doom. I love her so much...
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Wife disappeared again for another weekend. This time under the guise of visiting her father(an excuse shes used before). She knows how nerved up I get when she does this and this actually offered to...
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Awful night last night and awful morning today. She went to see her father for his birthday. In the past he's been an excuse for going to see the other man. I lost it last night. I had asked her to...
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Just how much can 1 person cry. I feel so defeated and alone. I just want her back, holding me in her arms and telling me that we're going to work things out. Our next counseling session is Monday....
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Another shitty day so far today. I'm a wreck. I really don't know how much more I can take. The wife is now saying that she's going away this weekend. The story her fathers birthday, which is this...
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Not too bad today beyond the usual questioning of everything. Dr Mellinger called me to check on me and see how I am doing. He's a very nice man. We're going to start individual sessions as time...
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We had our first days of marriage counseling today. Dr. Mellinger is very nice and seems to really know his stuff. Today was a lot of stuff that Sarah and I have been discussing between our selves...