How many tears are contained in the human body?

Just how much can 1 person cry. I feel so defeated and alone. I just want her back, holding me in her arms and telling me that we're going to work things out. Our next counseling session is Monday. She's visiting her father for his birthday this weekend.(I hope) I've never liked be apart. You get used to having that person next you when you fall asleep, wake up, eat, read a book or surf the web. The house just isn't the same when she's not in it. The dogs don't want to come near me when I'm in these emotional states. I think they feel responsible in their own dog way. They loved to get and give hugs though and that really helps. The sleep aid worked pretty well last night. Best sleep I've had in months. Best morning wood I've had in months(sorry don't mean to be too graphic) the body just hasn't been right for a while. Being alone in this huge house really sucks. I hope this gets easier at some point. I don't want to cry anymore.