sasha5

on friday i was transferred to different hospital.  they are now preforming the same tests we all know i hav lymes disease my dad flew in to stay with me i wonder how he found out.  Brielle Im...

They want to put a feeding tube down my throat because Im not eating Im not allowing it Im afraid of vomiting.  anyways went for mri on my legs the infections got me there they believe but later...

Im sick with lymes disease and high fever im in hospital on my cellphone typing this journal.  yesterday i went to hospital because I cant get my fever down i had a high fever four days straight i...

On friday before i went to counseling I went to kellys hung out with her and her fiance nick.  Nick wanted us to do something before he left today for his buisness trip so we were like ok so nick...

Ever since my mom died Im left doing everything.  last night i fell in the shower must be because i fell asleep dunno why i keep falling asleep in the shower.  After the shower I cooked dinner and...

Sorry I have not written yesterday.  Friday I went to counseling and got the biggest shock of my life.  I told kathryn jumper that before my mom died months ago i would be more defiant than usual...

Ok with me thinking everything over I decided I wont kick brielle out shes way too immature to live on her own and last night she proved it to me.  I have no choice but to treat her like a child. ...

Sorry I was not writing yesterday was upset.  I went to my moms funeral cried through the whole thing after the funeral went home spoke to my uncle because he did not show and got upset talking to...

I was released last night from psychoward today is my moms funeral I have to go in an hour but now realitys hitting me the house is mine the car i mine and all 6 kids are now gonna be under my...

Ok Brielle Im sorry your right I just heard about it.  My mom died Im shocked because shes always a fighter now this  and her funeral is tomorrow and im stuck in the psychotic unit they wont let me...

Ok so I thought about it and decided to call the doctor I called the doctor asked him if there was another option he said there was but i gotta be willing to do it i cant miss a dose i said ok he...

Yesterday went with kelly to target thats when my cell phone rang it was the hemotologist he told me i need to see him right away i asked whats wrong he said my levels.  so i told him id be there...

Last night spoke to doctors my moms made no progress so yeah im very upset.  Today Im gonna hang out with kelly and go to target with her.  She wants to get a few things I told her I go.  Might as...

Two days ago my mom was taken by ambulance to the hospital Itook the car to follow them.  when i got to the hospital i saw that they bagged her which ment she wasnt breathing.  One of the nurses...

Sorry i was not on for so long i been busy.  I dont know where to start oh last week I bit myself by accident it was over night.  The next day my mom questioned me on it and I lied to her stating I...