shocked

Two days ago my mom was taken by ambulance to the hospital Itook the car to follow them.  when i got to the hospital i saw that they bagged her which ment she wasnt breathing.  One of the nurses told me to stay out of the way they need to shock my mom back to life.  After a long fifteen minutes of waiting they got her breathing again.  The doctors did series of tests and diagnosed her with heart attack.  Last time she was in the hospital for two months for a heart attack I dont know if it will be the same this time.  that night after i got the bad news about my b12 levels I drove home and couldnot focus on the road but got home safely I would of stayed but i have my dogs and parrot to worry about.   Last night I was hysterically crying because I dont want my mom to die.  I was hyperventalling this sentence over and over and over and over I miss my mom and I meant it.  Im keeping the house in order well its just me and the dogs and parrot until my cousins comeback in the beginning of september.  Today i went to get my first gardicil shot to prevent cervical cancer i have two more injections to go i have to go back in september for the second injection then january for the last injection.  All girls need to get this injection When i met my man one of my friends told me to get it.  I miss my man I have not seen him in a while long while.  He is the best thing thats ever happened to me and i love him.   

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stay strong, your mom will get better. once she\'s back from the hospital and get the all clear, maybe you two can take a mini vacay, get her nice and relaxed, and just enjoy each other\'s company. then, you can help her stick to whatever plan the doctor works out for her. pray girly...things will get better.