Stress

Ever since my mom died Im left doing everything.  last night i fell in the shower must be because i fell asleep dunno why i keep falling asleep in the shower.  After the shower I cooked dinner and my back and neck hurt sooooooooo fricken bad my upper half of my body started spazing out.  As I was cooking my neck and shoulders were also spasing out as a result of that I burned myself on the stove ow!  but lesson learned never cook on the stove when neck shoulders and back are spasing out I dunno yesterday it felt like rain my neck shoulders and back were killing me but it didnt rain today im feeling the same way except this time its raining.  ok so im not cooking today dont want another episode of what hapened yesterday that was painful.  Im letting preggo cook tonight yes im talking about brielle.  My neck back and shoulders are spasing out its painful but cant help it i wish i could control the involintary movements.  The only thing that helps is a massage.  today i was trying to do some bills for august got some done.  Im not used to a daily routine never was.  I love cooking been cooking since i was eleven.   

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deleted_user
deleted_user

yeah and you make great food too
deleted_user
deleted_user

oh wait till uncle monfreed sees that new pic of you holding the finger you are gonna be in sooooooooooooo much trouble haha
sasha5
sasha5

Lol lol I saw my dads comment on the pic i know i am but just having a little fun hahaha
deleted_user
deleted_user

having a little fun! uh cuz i also saw his comment on the pic and hes looking at it differently he cannot tak a joke i guess haha
sasha5
sasha5

yup thats why i deleted his comment i dont except rude comments expecially from my own father