sasha5

I just got a call from my mother the bitch wants me to go with her to counseling hell no fuck that I have better things to do than listening to my moms fucking bull shit.  She wants it her way and...

Last night my mother pissed me off that I took the knife out of my closet and slit my arm five times  I also bit my arm until I bruised.  I fucking dont know what to do.  Where am i to fucking...

What a rainy morning I went to school today and boy am I tired been up all night.  yesterday I was cleaning my room and my bathroom to make it much neater.  My dog sasha is legally blind now just...

I am feeling worse its been three hours and Im feeling worse when is this gonna end.  I almost cut myself with a knife to release pain and bad emotions.  I want this to stop but every time I try I...

I dont want to get out of bed leave me the fuck alone mom.  I hate you you dont understand what Im going through.  Mom you bug me one more time I swear I will get fucking violent.

Am I happy no Am I depressed yes Am I trying to get better yes am I failling yes. Am I in rage yes Am I fucking pissed off yes Arrgh I cant take this anymore I just wanna die i just dont feel like i...

I cant fucking take this anymore I am in too much fucking pain.  Im about to lose it   First the stress from college has gotten to me big time when i mean big time I FUCKING MEAN BIG TIME!!!  I...

Im bored I am in school just found out that my math class is cancelled.  I might go to the doctors today I just got a flu shot yesterday and now my arm is swelled up.

Ok I know what some of u think already of me.  but I held this load in me for soooooooooooooooooooo long.  for any one of u that dont want to be friends with me anymore I understand.  Im also on...

Ok I know what some of u think already of me.  but I held this load in me for soooooooooooooooooooo long.  for any one of u that dont want to be friends with me anymore I understand.  Im also on...

Ok I know what some of u think already of me.  but I held this load in me for soooooooooooooooooooo long.  for any one of u that dont want to be friends with me anymore I understand.  Im also on...

I got loads of sleep again.  tommorrow I have to go to school again sometimes I hate school.  It just pisses me off If I dont do good.  Today Im going to the bank to check on my funds in my mutual...

Im better now uhhhhhhhhhhhh just alittle bit tired.  I got loads of sleep I needed that because I would of been a bitch again.   Im going to try to clean the house depends on how much my body...

ok now Im mad.  The fucking snoop tries to sneak up on my page and make up fucking lies up about me.  She also is calling me a liar I do feel bad for her but hey she lies about everyone.  I dont...

Tired back in college today the new pain medicine that I am on is working like a charm.  The side effects drive me nuts though the severe vomiting and diarreah and  its all from the vikadin.  Im...