sasha5

Today was a beautiful day.  I took a walk to cash my check then took a walk to pay my cellphone bill.  No episodes I have freedom no program until Monday.  my life has changed since ive lost the...

Yesterday when i got home from program that bitch vanessa one of the counselors hammered down on me again.  oh my god when is this gonna end because everytime she fucking hammers down on me it sends...

hey all its been a while Im sorry for not being on this site for so long I have been having major problems.  I am glad to be back on this site I really miss all my friends.  I been not doing well...

ok well things for the past two weeks have been hell but two days ago theyve been good yet bad then good then bad then good then bad again.  where im living its like I talk to people like im ok...

I literally hate myself this past year Ive been in deep depression bipolar cycled not knowing who i am anymore my kids are with my aunt temporarely until I get a place of my own grrrrrrrr Im...

I saw my new psychiatrist yesterday and she prescribed me Safris I wonder how that will work one good thing is the tablet tastes good. you put it under your toungue and the chocolate flaver dessolves...

I got a new psychiatrist now I can get the bipolar under control.  I guess you really do get somewhere when you call and harrass the place you go to to get what you want.  Now Im free as a bird...

I cant take this no more.  The invega stopped working after two months I dont understand this I was beginning to except the fact i have bipolar now the episodes hit me with a vengance.   WHAT DID...

Went yesterday to my doctors appointment Im still stuck three more weeks with the staples in my back.  Well i guess nothing goes according to plan but lying around for three more weeks Im gonna...

Wow last week went by soooooooooo fast.   I have a doctors appointment today at four so the doctor can look at my back and tell me when these staples are coming out.  I hope soon because my back...

Im starting to under stand my diagnosis but its still hard to get through the day being scared if an episode happens.   Im at my dads and he recently had an episode that lasted eleven hours...

Hey guys A couple of days ago i went for back surgery Im home now.  I was told to stop all my meds this should be fun i dont want to end up back in the hospital.  Im taking demeral for a painkiller...

I cant catch myself in a bipolar episode I cant catch myself in a bipolar episode yesterday it was horrible i broke a tv i had only had it for a month I cant take this no more I want a life not...

So yesterday evening I spoke to my dad and thats where i found out the bipolar disorder came from him.  His whole family has it ARGHH when i told my father he sounded like he was jumping for joy why...

Hey guys Sorry i wasnt on for a lond ass time i was at the hospital for a while and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder but im lost is that the reasons why im having the tantrums that are uncalled...