Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
Sorry I have not written yesterday. Friday I went to counseling and got the biggest shock of my life. I told kathryn jumper that before my mom died months ago i would be more defiant than usual and rebel from doing things i still feel the same way except im incharge she told me well congragulations michele you are going through growing pains I was like "what" she said yup your going through growing pains very late though you should of went through that at thirteen up to eighteen. but Im twenty two why now I always go through each mild stone four years later I hate being delayed well i became a woman at age nine but this. Kathryn jumper was like yeah but we will work on that why dont you come twice a week for a couple of weeks then go back to the regular once a week i was like ok. this sucks Im confused why? Yesterday I still was not myself did not get anything done I rebelled against myself. Last night fell in the shower again second time that hppened in a week. Today Im trying to get into a routine but having a hard time I pushed myself though got the bathroom cleaned up. Thats it. Brielle has been calling me tooth pick lately k Im 5 feet 5 I now weigh 130 i used to weigh 180 Im still fat i wanna get thinner then 130 maybe 110 ehhhh i wish she would stop calling me tooth pick cause i dont feel like one.
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