so today is friday. a great drinking day. i already drank a 40 for breakfast got another one in the fridge and some gin outback so im a have a good time today. my boy wants me to go to this party but im not sure because i dont deal well with a lot of people especially people i dont even know that shit gives me painic attacks o im proababy going to drink by myself. ill probably be on here alot today because ill be alone. i like being alone alot but sometimes it can be depressing. i dont know im confused.