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Nothing RE last week's interview. I had another interview yesterday and should find out more about that soon. There's also another opening that I've been put forward for, and I'll hear more about...

I had a job interview yesterday, for a PA position. I'll find out if I've got it tomorrow.I guess stuff has happened lately. We - Dan, Maureen and I - went to an open-air museum on Tuesday. I fed...

Alice told me to write down what I can't eat. So:- any yogurt that isn't nonfat- fast food- pastry- chocolate in bar form (spread/hot chocolate is fine)- full fat peanut butter- full sugar fizzy...

Dan threatened to leave me last SaturdayI mean, he was drunk, and he says he didn't mean it. But we were talking and he said 'well, you can either help yourself, or you can not do anything and I'll...

So. Um.Apparently 50kg is 7 stone 8lbs. I didn't know. I assumed it was around like 8 stone or whatever. But it's not.Shit, I'm losing weight faster than I thought. I guess it's expected, what with...

I don't really know how my life is right now.I met up with Satnav on Saturday, as planned. I helped him move into his new house, and then we went to Subway for tea. Once we were there, we got talking...

My depression has abated. Instead I am losing weight.I am losing weight fast and I can't stop or help it. I guess it's because I'm either running around at work or I'm at the gym. And I am scared....

Apparently alcohol makes my depression better.Whee!

My depression has made a sudden, horrible comeback, and it's really knocked me for six. I'm tired and listless, and (ugh, how cliche) it actually hurts to smile. My voice is all quiet - I can't bring...

Another year, another family holiday. It was actually good fun, in spite of all the arguments, though I feel a little detached from Fenny and Pop, which makes me a little sad. Had a bit of a meltdown...

I suppose a lot has happened since I last wrote. I've spent the last five weeks working in an Italian restaurant - a really awful Italian restaurant. I say 'awful' - the food is actually pretty good,...

First day of living with Dan while on my period. Have spent it being alternately in a fuckton of pain or being incredibly angsty. Currently would like to cry because he's being...

I've moved in with Dan!Mum and I had the weirdest argument last Sunday, the night before I left, and I spent most of Saturday drinking, smoking, and being topless on a trampoline. Getting here on...

I'm sitting on the floor of my half-packed room, crying like an idiot, and I am so fed up. I'm not even sad to be leaving Manchester - I'm sad because literally none of my friends can be bothered to...

Katie's uploaded the photos from when she came to Manchester. I don't understand how I can have cheekbones, but also have such an awful stomach. In all the photos of me in my new bodycon dress, I...