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'Mmm, that really is sexy. I'm glad you're on your period - we wouldn't want a little Tristan. Well, not just yet.''No, not yet,' I agree, and smile.'But one day. I think we've got a pretty good life...

Dear Kitty,          another year, another Christmas Eve, making this my - what, sixth Christmas with you? Goodness. That really is a long time.         I haven't written in an age. Dan and...

Dear Kitty,          I've been sad again recently. I mean, I was ok when Dan was here because - well, because he's Dan. I'm seeing him again next weekend, but it feels so far away. I took him to...

It's silly, but I think one of my favourite things about Dan and I is how we'll finish making out or being kinky and then just look at each other, and one of us will say 'damn, sex is gonna be...

Dear Kitty,        Dan came to stay last Friday. Last week was difficult and I spent a lot of it crying but, on the bright side, I did start writing again. On Friday, I was asked to audition for...

Dear Kitty,       I refused to go to class today because I couldn't face talking to people, so instead I went to the languages library for three and a half hours and did some work by myself.   ...

Dear Kitty,         I'm listening to the American Beauty soundtrack, and it's just making me think of last October and how different things are. I feel so much older than I did then, even though...

Dear Kitty,       I had a realisation today on my way home. I was walking by myself and thinking 'this would be more fun if someone else were with me', but then I realised that I'm not lonely any...

Haha! Just found out that my hips are only an inch wider than Audrey Hepburn's!Now if I can just sort out the rest of my body and shrink my waist by five inches (and grow like an inch taller)...I had...

Hector hasn't written all month. I mean, there's late and then there's this. Either he's stopped or something's happened to him. I just hope he's alright.Maureen (Dan's mum) had a CT scan the other...

I just haven't felt like writing lately.A brief recap of the last month:- Paris- Oundle- a new job- Sertraline- refusing to take Sertraline- a weekend in ChesterI'm waiting for a letter from Hector...

There's so much to write about the last two weeks, but I simply don't want to.I had an awful night on Monday after I took my meds because they made me feel so ill, and I didn't get to sleep until...

So I've been on these tablets for five days. I'm lethargic and sniffly, which isn't great, and they've been making me more depressed than I was. I spent most of Thursday Friday lying on my bed and...

Second dose of Sertraline. I don't like it at all. Last night, I was really tired until I went to bed, when I suddenly couldn't get to sleep and got more and more awake as I tried to doze off....

I went to the doctor's today, after I booked the appointment on Monday. The doctor (a woman) was very understanding - although she did say that she'll have to hospitalise me if I get more suicidal,...