birdmonster

I haven't been here in a long time. Today BJ would have been 35. I can't believe he would have been that old. I also can't believe that this year it will be 10 years that he has been gone. I still...

I went to Pennsylvania over the 4th. We left on the 28th at midnight. The way the trip started I should have known it would be the trip from hell. We get to Detroit and find out our exit is closed so...

Today is BJ's birthday. It still seems strange not to be able to pick up the phone and call him to wish him happy birthday. I told him anyway of course cause I know he hears me. I made his favorite...

I went to Pennsylvania over the 4th. We left on the 28th at midnight. The way the trip started I should have known it would be the trip from hell. We get to Detroit and find out our exit is closed so...

Today is BJ's birthday. It still seems strange not to be able to pick up the phone and call him to wish him happy birthday. I told him anyway of course cause I know he hears me. I made his favorite...

Well I made it through the holidays and my birthday. I think my birthday was the worst of them. I was home in Pennsylvania for Christmas so I had my family around me and I could walk across the road...

I know I waited until the last minute to write this but I hope everyone sees it. Today is the day for the worldwide candle lighting ceremony through compassionate friends. I think it would be great...

Well here it is another Friday. I don't like Friday's very much anymore. I know its been over a year but it sure doesn't feel like it some days. The last couple of weeks have been hard for some...

My day has taken a turn for the worse. I would like to ask a favor of everyone. I just learned they had to call an ambulance for my father. He has COPD and has trouble breathing. My sister in law...

Well I made it through BJ's birthday. It was so hard. I didn't get to call and wish him Happy Birthday. I told him anyway. I also made  his favorite cupcakes and lit a candle for him. I know he knew...

I made it thru another weekend. This month has been so hard for me to get thru. First there was Mother's Day. The first one without BJ. Friday was 9 months to the day since BJ passed away. That day I...

I haven't wrote anything for a while now. Last week I was very busy. I had a housecleaning job and dogsitting to do. Now that the rush is over I can sit down and type. I made it thru Mother's Day....

Well here it is Friday. I don't do very well with Friday's. Thats the day BJ passed. I have found that keeping busy on Friday's helps. BJ's girlfriend had memorial cards made up when he passed and it...

Today has been pretty good so far. I hit a bad patch last week. I still have problems with Fridays. I think I had problems last week because the weather is finally starting to be like spring and it...

It's been over 7 months now since my boy has been gone. I have my good days and my bad days. A couple of weeks ago it seemed like it was bad all the time. The past week or so things have been a...