BJ's birthday

I haven't been here in a long time. Today BJ would have been 35. I can't believe he would have been that old. I also can't believe that this year it will be 10 years that he has been gone. I still miss him every day. I can see him so much in my grandchildren. His son could almost be his twin and I can see him in the face of his daughter. She is very interested in knowing more about him. She was only a 1 1/2 when he died. I texted her today and told her it was his birthday. She was wondering when it was. Also told her if she had any questions about him to just ask. She says she will. I guess as long as I have my grandkids he will never really be gone. Some days are just harder than other.