Today has been pretty good so far. I hit a bad patch last week. I still have problems with Fridays. I think I had problems last week because the weather is finally starting to be like spring and it just doesn't seem fair that BJ is not here to see the seasons change. Also last Wednesday was 8 months since he passed. I still talk to him every day and tell him what is going on. I know he is in a better place but sometimes it so hard to realize that he's gone. It just doesn't seem fair that someone so young and full of life is gone. BJ was a great kidder and always up to something but he was a great kid. I know he was 25 but he will always be a kid to me. I miss him everyday.
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Why did they have to go so young...what a waste of a life just beginning.I feel cheated.
I know exactly what you mean Reena. I can\'t believe he is gone at only 25. He had so much to live for. His 2 children will never get to spend more time with him. His daughter was only a year and a half when he died so the only way she will know him is thru stories and pictures. His son was only 6 so he will have some memories of him.
My son was not married so i have nothing to carry forward his legacy.Its a fullstop.Hate the way life has turned upside down.
Its not fair. I could scream that at the top of my lungs everyday for the rest of my life. Its just not fair!!!!! we want our sweet babies back and we want them back now!! why cant anyone just listen to us and do what we say? well its wishful thinking, but it doesnt hurt to try. I am sorry we are all going through this crap wish the determination in all of our hearts was enough to bring them back. take care love alissa
I\'ve been saying its not fair since I got the news. Its still not fair but I\'ve come to realize that its just something I have to live with. I still miss my boy something terrible but I know in my heart he would not want me to grieve forever. He always wanted me to be happy.