Well I made it through BJ's birthday. It was so hard. I didn't get to call and wish him Happy Birthday. I told him anyway. I also made  his favorite cupcakes and lit a candle for him. I know he knew what I did for him. This has been the hardest month to get thru since he passed away. Christmas was hard but I was with my family so that made it a little easier. When we are all together we always end up telling BJ stories and laughing at all the silly things he did. He was something else! It seems like I'm always remembering silly little things that he did. He loved to laugh. Thank you all for your support this past weekend and for lighting candles for my boy and all our angels.