Chrissy614
Status: There are good days and there are bad days .... still.
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- YOU ARE NOT ALONE. We all have those days and nights when we feel as if we are completely alone. I try to so hard to be strong and most days I am, but then I'll have a day when it all hits me again and the tears start to flow - hard. And I...
- My journals lately are so long I might as well start a book. :)The talk went well tonight. Didn't ask about the marriage conseling - the timing just wasn't right. I went with my gut and felt it wasn't the right time.It's all in my journal if you...
- Well when it rains it pours. Next Friday, my stbx is getting laid off until at least Jan 5th. Hopefully he will be reinstated then, but there is no guarantee. He works in the automotive industry which is falling flat on it's face here in...
- "Why do I set myself up for the ultimate rejection"It's not about a revelation, or advice for others today - it's strictly about the emotional rollercoaster ride that just doesn't seem to want to let me off just yet. Warning: it's very long.
- I called my stbx tonight asking for food money - he just gave our son $250 for his car repairs yesterday and his response to me was that he gave Jesse money, he wasn't giving me some too. So I responded with, so basically we have to choose between...
- Hi all - I wrote in my journal tonight about the future and closure.It may help some of you to know that only 6 short months ago, I thought my life was over. Now I can say with confidence, the best is yet to come.I hope this journal gives you hope...
- During this whole 8 months I have been able to keep my anger in check with what's happened to me and my kids. I have handled (most) everything with calm and reason, but after his email to me and my kids yesterday trying to justify to them his...
- The attorney I saw 3 weeks ago agreed to represent me without a retainer. She's going to try and enter it as part of the settlement. I am so relieved.Today was a shitty day. I am trying to so hard to be civil throughout this and he sends me an...
- My husband filed for divorce. He wants to bring me the papers himself. I asked him not to have me served at work so he thought it would be ok for him to hand deliver them himself.I didn't even know he was ready to file. I thought we were still...
- Well, my son called my stbx today and asked him what's up with no money for food. H replied it's tight this paycheck - he can give us some but not enough. Stbx started to tell our son that I promised to work 6 days a week if I had to in order to...
- If you've seen my status it says - "Sitting on the fence, not sure which yard I belong in". This is how I am feeling right now. Caught between hope and reality and not exactly sure where I'm headed anymore.I've written a journal explaining how I...
- If you've seen my status it says - "Sitting on the fence, not sure which yard I belong in". This is how I am feeling right now. Caught between hope and reality and not exactly sure where I'm headed anymore.I've written a journal explaining how I...
- My son came home from work tonight and caught me crying. I am so upset because today I had to borrow $20 from him for gas and tonight I didn't have any money for food. This upsets me so much I can't begin to tell you. It's not right that I need...
- I can be doing fine. Having an OK day and going about my business as best I can. Not even thinking about crying or sad, just going about my day when a friend will call or a stranger will say something kind and I lose it right then and there.I've...
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