happywannab
Status: I'm trying but getting no where. Seem to be going backwards
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- I made a decision to use my real, current photo as my avitar because I want the world to see me for who I really am (whoever the hell that is). I don't want to hide anymore. Yes it means I get hit on by every 20 year old freak wanting a sugar Momma...
- I am! That is the best way I can describe it. Ever since the "one" that was to complete me turned out to be a liar. I am lost!! I was always, the smart one, the pretty one, the RIGHT one. That couldn't be true or it wouldn't have all gone so WRONG!...
- Ok I am really blessed and I have worked very had since I was 15 to have what I have today. I have a nice home, pool, hot tub and a wonderful job. I thank God everyday. My husband of 18 years basically loved the lifestyle I was able to provide for...
- When we split up for some reason we cry and look back on all the good things about the ex. I say we look back and remember some of the nasty habits they had that drove us crazy and we will not miss in the least!I will start: exhusband, burped, all...
- This last week and weekend were one of the hardest since I caught my ex cheating and ran here for help. Not unlike what Bernie had talked about in listing his home. I took steps to finalize, getting back furniture and deleting emails, texts, etc......
- I am finally, I believe, ready to face reality. My ex fiancee ARE NOT going to get back together. It has been many months since we broke up and I have had my ups and downs but never really gave up. May have claimed I had given up but, I had but not...
- Ok new thought going through my head, My new job comes with a $30,000.00 sign on bonus! Yes $30,000.00 just to take the job. And I am still crying over looser men? WTF!! I have ALWAYS done the right and responsible thing, ALWAYS!! I know I should...
- Ok I'm sure you all know I need "help" by now but today is really hard. Been a tough couple of weeks. I am at work, a job which I am leaving in two weeks and I am cleaning out my emails. OMG I am having such a hard time deleating the last three...
- initiated the end your marriage or relationship? I am curious. I had a terribly abusive marriage. He would have never left so I had to pull the plug. It was hard but I got through it pretty well even after almost 20 years. (But I choose to give up)....
- Down load stuff from "you tube"? I am so computer illiterate, or so it appears. I thought it would be easy and I could figure it out on my own (duh, obviously not!), I can email them but how the hell do I put them in a thread like all of the rest of...
- Ok I freely admit it, I need help (in many ways) but this is about dating! I don't know the right way to go about things. I am finally in a healthy place where I think I am ready to move forward. I know NOT to look for love. I know NOT to force a...
- Last night was a blast. Two friends from DS Banker NKA Silverongeangle and Kimmee and myself met up with my "Friends 40's and 50's" Meetup.com group at a place called Bella's Bistro. We had a great time! They have what they call "dueling pianos". ...
- Kimmee and I just discovered we live near each other. OMG real life, in person friends!! We are soooo excited. The world will never be the same, you will read about our adventures in the paper and see our mug shots on the news! Any ideas of what...
- I put out a "call to arms" to help a friend tonight..frittsjones and as usual you all came to her rescue and made a real difference! Thanks you! Now I am getting praise for being a good friend. Feels good I have to admit and she has been a good...
- Early on when I first found this place we call DS. I met and became close friends with a wonderful, brilliant 29 year old lady. Her DS name is Frittsjones. She has been dealing with a 49 year old abusive drunk, crackhead. For most of the time. He...