HAVING A NEGATIVE DAY, MON SEPT 14, 2015 9. P.M.
NO SONG TODAY, I AM NOT HAVING A GOOD DAY, DON'T EXACTLY KNOW WHAT OR WHY? MANY THING'S. IVE BEEN SO POSITIVE, AND I JUST TOOK ONE BAD NIGHT TO BLOW IT ALL UP, FEEL LIKE I AM SLIPPING BACK TO MY OLD WAY'S THIS IS THE FIRST JOURNAL FOR TODAY, FELT SO SHY COULDNT EVEN GET ON HERE. JUST TOOK MY NIGHT MED'S SO I SHOULD FEEL LITTLE BETTER IN A WHILE, I HOPE. I JUST FEEL DEFEETED TODAY. I DON'T HAVE MUCH ELSE TO SAY RIGHT NOW AS I AM SO SHY TODAY. WANT TO GO TO THE FETAL POSITION, VERY BAD. SO I AM GOING TO FIND SOME POSITIVE PEOPLE ON HERE AND MAYBE I CAN START TO GET ON TRACK AGAIN. WAS DOING SO GOOD, I AM SO DUMM, I SHOULD HAVE MAYBE WORRIED ABOUT A FEW THING'S. NOW THING'S ARE STARTING TO CRASH AROUND ME. OK MORE LATER WHEN I HAVE MAYBE SOMETHING GOOD TO SAY. HUG'S
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When Im having a crappy day I listen to this song by Tom Petty
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvlTJrNJ5lA
Tom Petty,I wont back down. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you!!!
Thank\'s, yes that song lives on my ipod. Love Tom Petty. I did that and before you know it, thing\'s are a little better. I sing all the time at the top of my lung\'s, always have, can\'t stop it if i wanted to. Music is part of my therapy.
Thanks Annie. Going to check on you later and see how you are doing. been thinking of you lately. Sorry took so long to comment on you\'re comment. Hug\'s to you my friend.