alantm

alantm

Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost

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    THE turkish EX said she was coming to see me saying she still cares for me  i got her to say the truthshe does not love me  she rang and said im not coming because of ......just make up a stupid...
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    things got to much today had a small breake down at a friends house   i was tlaking about things for 9 hours and still felt i had said nothing  the idiot in the house got what is called sectiond...
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    hes sleaping with a knife now im the crazy situation of mum has put all the knifes in the house in my room in a drawer
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    problems are growing i have a paraniod schitsophrenic in the house who is getting more violent and crazy the police came to aresst him today but they didnt take him away because he is classed as...
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    Samadian is the most caring person ive come across in years  not to do with my page but just look around  a total saint and someone with so much personal painhas so much time for others if there...
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    ive been stopped in my tracks todaylots of sorting the past from nowwalking round town the streets were emptytrying to come to trems with time events and how things in my head are no loner here...
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    very active dreams upsettingemotional and life like  even dreamt i was arranging everything i own for after im dead so it was neat and orderly
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    still doing realy bad thought about driving my car off the road tonight i cant type here ,i need a person to make me feel loved and hold me againi feel worthless because of the way the world treats me
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    abusive poeple are loved    why?
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    soon everyone will leave me because im in troublethey wont like to be round me as i sink  i cant stop that .i will be left but i cant fix this and i am hurt and leaving will not fix me
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    big big big problems i cant take this happening any more events are looping and its places and even the people are looking the same  its like a time trap im in and its repeating and im getting hurt...
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    i dont want to hurt anymore,ive been saying that all my life  but no one hears  
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    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ka9mCmx9Jhs
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    tonight was very hard i worked at a place but i couldnt hide how dead i am anymore typing this crap is not helping i cant put words down here to explain how i feel  .i just cant diescribe it  
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    posted in SA  scared to even drag that crap up again but im not doing to good   so thats why im worried
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