big big big problems i cant take this happening any more events are looping and its places and even the people are looking the same  its like a time trap im in and its repeating and im getting hurt its going over again .its so crule and no one can see it i can see it because ive been there before and seen it  .its like a version of the past again i cant keep being hurt .i cant  why me just let me be happy just let it not be me why was i picked out for this ive hade enough .its years and years why im i born cursedat times i feel im ment to live a sad life and die and no one can really say whyi really cant last a life of this