things got to much today had a small breake down at a friends house i was tlaking about things for 9 hours and still felt i had said nothing the idiot in the house got what is called sectiond he was in a hospital ward but they let him outside to smoke ??????????????????????and he ran offnow the poilce are after himto drag him back under the mental health acthe came back here now has his car againthey cant find himfor a while i could relax but now its bad again i told someone today about my thoughts of killing myself maybe i should have not done that
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hang in there.
I\'m glad that you told someone about your thoughts of suicide. I hope that the person is a good listener and helps you get through those thoughts.. xxx
I am glad, too. Support is needed for severe depression.
Sometimes meds are too. Is this a possibility? When I would have
suicidal thoughts my family would force me to go to the Dr.
and I\'d go on meds. They almost always helped immediately.
They say it takes two weeks but for me it was more like two days.
If I lived there, I\'d drag you to the Dr. It\'s so hard to go when you are
depressed yourself.
Please go. Just tell them what you told the friend.
You are depressed and having thoughts of suicide. It
is their job to help you.
im not going anywhere
the turkish girl rang today
and finaly siad
i dont love you
pills are not a fix to anything
i remember last time
breake downs
this time they were woried id be ashamed
but they dont know ive been there so many times shame is not an issue anymore
im way past shame