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Tommarow is going to be bad. Well maybe not tomorrow, but Sunday for sure will be, at least for me. I feel very guilty for even thinking that it will be bad. It makes me feel like i am not the person...

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ISTP. Until a few days ago i would have had absolutely no idea as to what that stood for. Now i wonder as to what it truly means. On the surface i understand the concept, but how does / did it...

today at my therapy session; We talked about a lot of stuff, we did run out of time before we could really talk about my dream, but we talked about a lot of other important things. Such as, my...

I know I’ve waited way too long to write about the dreams that i had last night. You should write about them when they are fresh in your mind, but i will do my best.I had several dreams last night....

what is going on with me today? i feel very, "not right". I don't know how to put a finger on the exact description. I just feel all over the place. Unable to focus and get things done, and in...

just to let everyone know... a family friend was taken to the ER this morning. He has been in a coma ever since and is not acspected to live. When he was a child he was in a major accident and was...

well now let me see... I'll start of with Friday. It was that morning that i filled my new change in perscriptions for the first time. i felt so different after about an hour. It wasnt like the...

Almost forgot i just wanted to get this out. I still have not found a specific SA volenteer roll yet, but i have found two projects that i can use my video shooting / editing skills on.One is for the...

OMG!! i think the doc got it right this time!!! I just got my RX filled this morning and took my meds, and now i am feeling focused and...GOOD. Wow! that feels great!!! I hope this feeling lasts... I...

Ok, now in order for this to make since please read my very first journal entry. http://www.dailystrength.org/peopl... I hope this link works, if not let me know and i'll just post the whole entry...

I just received my very first, "just get over it", and it came from my Step-Father. He has helped my Mom raise me and my brother since i was 7. All of that stuff i said about educating people about...

Ok, i have been writeing more, and i think i have more ups than downs so this should be desrving of an increas in the old progression bar. Just my silly way of rewarding myself.oh when i wrote this...

Suicide, self-harm, self-blame, porn addiction, self sabatoge, these things are a part of me, a part of my life. They have crept in silently like mold behind a sheetrock wall, lurking causing damage...

Well i found out this weekend that my Mom had been in the hospital for the past few days. She lives in VA so i could not visit, but her bloodpressure dropped real low, and the initial tests indicated...