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This may not make any since to anyone reading this, but i am about to just write a bunch of random stuff. The way to get over this is by not going over it, or around it, but right strait through it....

i feel like i am spireling down this pit of depression. I know it was not my fault. I know it was not my fault. I know it was not my fault. I can say it a million times or untile i'm blue in the...

I am getting ready to go to therapy today. I dont know if it will do anygood today since i am feeling pretty numb. There are so many "other" issues going on right now that i can spare time to work on...

Saturday was my last day of this out of town gig that i was on. I went home Sunday very early in the am. I am very glad to be home now, but Saturday was not such a good day. Last week my Mom had...

I've been off line now for a while. I get my service through bellsouth, and they said that the hurricans have put them two weeks behind on resorting service. I got my phone back a few days ago, but...

another flashback this morning. My day started at 4:30am. I got into the shower and turned on the water and just stood there. I stood there for about a half an hour doing nothing. just reliving,...

As of last night.... We have electricity!!! yes!! finally!! now maybe the grocery store and the gas station next to our house will open up today. It has truley been miserable the last few days in the...

Tommarow i get on that airliner that takes me back home. Cant wait to get there. My flight is an early one, but since i had to reschedual my flight out of Hattiesburg instead of New Orleans, i'll...

My wife and son made it home today and found no damage to our house!!! That was great news. We still do not have power, but a buddy of mine has a generator that he will let me use, for a while. Ill...

I am still up here in miniapolis. My family is still down there at a friends house north of Baton Rouge. And neither one of us knows what the condition of the house is. My friend's house has know...

Well, I got my house boarded up, refirgerator emptied, utillities disconected, and my family well north of storm. All of that was yesterday. Today i still have to go to Miniapolis for work. I knew...

Well this Sunday i'm off to Minneapolis, to help with the video production side of the Republican convention. Of course just as i am supposed to be leaving a hurricane is predected to hit near the...

Just got through an edit session. ( i work in the video production buisness ) It was not a technacaly hard edit job just very long and under the gun. It totaled about 25 hours of editing in just...

I've been out of it for some time now. Work has been real slow so i have a lot of time on my hands. It seems that i should be able to get a lot of stuff done. Instead, i just have been sitting around...

Ok i went to therapy yesterday, and I still feel horrible. And add to the fact that i've got more to think on now. I told her about the snap shot image in my mind and how it was just so prevasive in...