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Listen to these three songs in this order. Listen to them from the viewpoint of how sexual abuse hase impaceted our lives. Then tell me if, at the end, you are not sobbing. I dont know. These songs...

I need to write. I want to wirte. My head is empty. My life is not. My life is full of problems. I just cant seem to cut a break with anything. I am goin to have to file for bankruptsy as a last...

just to let everyone know;I'm just starting to get back. Mardi Gras season had been like 18 to 20 hr days back to back to back. My wife got pnemonia, (she is on antibiotics and at home now), and we...

i'm feeling VERY on edge. VERY. It probably has a lot to do with the fact that i yet again forgot my meds this moring. Just realized my error, and just took them. For now however.... hands shaking...

I just read my past entries on this goal. While i do not feel asthough I have made any substatual progress, I am certainly not in the bottomless depths of depression anymore either. Do to that i will...

 Here is another atempt at writing an emotional letter to my abuser. I'm trying very hard to feel feelings.I heard a song today from a band called Apocalyptica. The song was called, "I am not...

Tommarow is going to be bad. Well maybe not tomorrow, but Sunday for sure will be, at least for me. I feel very guilty for even thinking that it will be bad. It makes me feel like i am not the person...

Warm Cold ArmFloor DragClank RedBrown DripPlop  ColdCold the razor smiles.

ISTP. Until a few days ago i would have had absolutely no idea as to what that stood for. Now i wonder as to what it truly means. On the surface i understand the concept, but how does / did it...

today at my therapy session; We talked about a lot of stuff, we did run out of time before we could really talk about my dream, but we talked about a lot of other important things. Such as, my...

I know I’ve waited way too long to write about the dreams that i had last night. You should write about them when they are fresh in your mind, but i will do my best.I had several dreams last night....

what is going on with me today? i feel very, "not right". I don't know how to put a finger on the exact description. I just feel all over the place. Unable to focus and get things done, and in...

just to let everyone know... a family friend was taken to the ER this morning. He has been in a coma ever since and is not acspected to live. When he was a child he was in a major accident and was...

well now let me see... I'll start of with Friday. It was that morning that i filled my new change in perscriptions for the first time. i felt so different after about an hour. It wasnt like the...

Almost forgot i just wanted to get this out. I still have not found a specific SA volenteer roll yet, but i have found two projects that i can use my video shooting / editing skills on.One is for the...