koolman

They're all the same.  Vendors, like me (I'm a videomaker), trying to make money.  Bridezillas and their mothers trying to get as much bling and dazzle for as little money as possible.  Hence, the...

...until I got yelled at, for doing my job, stickering someone's car.  There's always something...this security guard job sucks, and has got to go.  Next money-making opportunity, please!

I sure wish my means to make a decent living (money) would return!  I used to do 2-3 wedding videos a week, 2 of those short ceremony-only and 1 ceremony and reception, and make $600-1,000 a week! ...

Gotta do SOMETHING this week to bring in money.  The bank accounts are getting light!  There's always security guard residential community gatehouse duty, which I hate, thanks to some of the...

I find it here.  Sadly, it's lacking in my in-person relationships.  Everyone's so goddamn busy in their hectic lives chasing money, or they're into mental diahrrea like movie trivia which I don't...

Makes my life a living hell last night on security post.  He was not on the resident's guest list, and, when I called the house, nobody answered, so I told him he's going to have to call the...

Went through an "emotional boot camp", Summit Education's Breaking Through-Part One, and it was really empowering.  I realized I have a lot more influence on people than I think, as they would on...

Just when I'm getting richer, I get a phone call out of the blue by this guy I used to work with at a now bankrupt video production facility telling me all this equipment I "need" to buy to make a...

I'm their videographer.  It'll be good money.  Gotta put on the happy face!  Happy, happy, happy!  Forced happiness!  As the DJ/MC stirs people up off their asses after a full meal, and the...

I gotta get away from the security guard business and do what I'm actually INTERESTED in for money.  There's no future in that business for me and anybody except physical and spiritual death. ...

I think the reason I felt like dog-shit yesterday is those two 7-11 giant hot dogs I ate for lunch.  I was in a rush and on the go.  I should've had a bag of nuts instead.  Man!  Diet is becoming...

Maybe I'm gettin' old, maybe it's the lack of Vitamin D because the sun is settling down South, or maybe it's just because I've been working so hard and so much for so long.  I think I need about a...

Welcome again!  Actually, you're not too bad this year.  I'm keeping myself so fucking busy, chasing bucks and enjoying one or two loyal, loving friends, fucked up though they may be, and pushing...

As long as it's soothing and relaxing...not tormenting.  Good luck, right?

I think I've found it...in nature.