koolman

I like the post commander, Rolf.  He's a calm, methodical type who lays out the groundwork for me and puts me at ease, instills in me a certain confidence.  Neil, this other fat fuck that came in...

and it feels good!  I successfully trained for two posts for the security company, and now they're beginning to schedule me on a regular basis.  All I've got to do is keep a team player mentality,...

Christ's ressurrection day, if you believe in that sort of thing, and I'm about to go up to Boca and hang with the fam, including my new little nephew, who's now six months old.  When I hang out...

I still miss you, Mark.  You know what I miss most about you?  Your serene calm.  You were always the peacemaker.  When I got into an argument with your ex-wife who was living in the trailer that...

As I'm reading here in the forums, power is great in that it drives us to succeed, to accomplish something, but, when it interferes with love, it is not good.  Trying to tone down my need to feel...

Am deeply depressed that this video business I've been doing for the past 11 years was never going to get me ahead financially (whatever profit there is goes back into the business, to buy more...

Did another wedding last night.  God, I must be getting impatient in my old age, but those things ALWAYS seem to go on WAY TOO LONG (multiple speeches from people who don't have a clue that they are...

in the female population of South Florida.  Filmed a wedding last night, and all the (young) women were like "Film ME!  You like ME the best!"  Did I really expect anything different?  Find it...

...in a career and relationship, and be happy!  Sadly, so far, it ain't this, don't think I've found it yet.  I want to be where I feel at least somewhat in control of my own financial destiny, am...

That's pretty much the function of a security guard.  Class D license is for an unarmed security officer, so there's really no power one can wield (nor would one want to, unarmed, with no  weapon...

to become an unarmed security guard (yay!).  It's a 40-hour course that I'm going to take in 4 days. Did security before in my 20s, and it's exactly the kind of low-stress (albeit most certainly...

Someone in here mentioned these letters:  "Something is Better Than Nothing", and that's kinda where I seem to be at.  My occasional Vietnamese lady-friend keeps calling me (!), so I must be doing...

When all one sees around one is lust, greed, selfishness, foolhardiness and addiction to the "big show".  Maybe I'm hangin' out with the wrong crowd, but it seems the flash and dazzle is all there...

Instead of the traditional, 90-minute to 2-hour (boring) wedding video that we've all seen and yawned through, I'm developing a 20-min. short-form presentation, that opens with the pastor's speech on...

It's like it's God's cruel joke...plants these lust desires in there on the ripe old age of puberty, and then says "deny your flesh so that you may live in my spirit".  What a crock of shit. I...