Holiday Blues

Welcome again!  Actually, you're not too bad this year.  I'm keeping myself so fucking busy, chasing bucks and enjoying one or two loyal, loving friends, fucked up though they may be, and pushing so hard to finally make adequate money (the blog writing thing is taking off!  I'm really good at it and very fast!), that I don't have time to notice nor care if I'm depressed. 
I hear you talking to me, Mark, from the other side, telling me not to forget you...the old, familiar tugs at the heart...and I miss you too!  I want to do something nice for you this holiday season, create another video with you in it when you were here, alive and well...if I weren't so fucking busy chasing bucks.  You'd love your new niece and nephews!  God knows they'd love you too!  Keep close and in touch, bro.  Seeya in my dreams.