koolman

Sick of hearing about it, so feel a need to externalize.  Part of me doesn't really care what the guy does with his Johnson, except that he shouldn't have gotten married in the first place, if he...

Things appear to be calming down again for the whole family.  Mom's dad's eye surgery went well, my sister-in-law has a second place to go to for lymph drainage between chemo treatments...yes, we...

Comes from a WILLINGNESS to get hurt...in order to get loved.  If we embrace pain as part of life's experience, along with pleasure, it's simply part of the equation.

She means well.  She gives a lot...then demands a lot.  In her quest for eventual sainthood, she's come to the conclusion that life on this planet has to suck and be  one of perpetual pain and...

It's going to be taking care of my brother's ex-wife, who was just diagnosed with breast cancer in both breasts.  This is all too familiar, since my brother passed of colon, liver and lymph cancer 3...

The worse the economy gets, the colder, meaner and nastier people get.  It's becoming increasingly difficult to come down from the cold-hearted pursuit of money and get into a warm zone.  Part of...

You were a pearl of true love in this world that is so full of shit.  I wish I were more loving to you when you were here.  You deserved more hugs from me.  I hope to embrace you in my dreams...

How can she be so in command of her emotions, with such fury, that she knows herself, she knows exactly where she wants to be in in this world, she knows what love is, and she knows exactly what she...

I think there is good anger and bad ange.  Bad anger is negativity and is destructive, to career and relationships.  Good anger is anger that is channeled into creating something positive.  I'm...

For the moment, I am on top of the financial "game".  After I overdrafted my checking account (oops, thought there was more money in there), Bank of America decided that it was in their best...

Looking back on my old Super-8mm film stuff I shot as a kid, my first directorial efforts, on the way to upload to youtube, am thinking "Man, I haven't changed a bit".  My strength as a...

Boy, there's something validating about getting paid well for your talents, what you do well!  I figured out that I wanted to work on a film/video production crew down in Miami doing music videos,...

Being a willing participant in a family unit that works, that is loving, harmonious and functional, is a great source of peace, of heaven on Earth!  I've finally come around to this conclusion after...

Aside from external economic factors, trying to analyze exactly why I'm poor.  I think I simply don't possess the "greed for money" gene, in the sense that the numbers themselves are my driving...

Those childish things were fictitious movies and war games.  Now playing with and dealing with adult things, people and their feelings.  It's a much bigger and more complex world than I thought! ...