koolman

...in a career and relationship, and be happy!  Sadly, so far, it ain't this, don't think I've found it yet.  I want to be where I feel at least somewhat in control of my own financial destiny, am...

That's pretty much the function of a security guard.  Class D license is for an unarmed security officer, so there's really no power one can wield (nor would one want to, unarmed, with no  weapon...

to become an unarmed security guard (yay!).  It's a 40-hour course that I'm going to take in 4 days. Did security before in my 20s, and it's exactly the kind of low-stress (albeit most certainly...

Someone in here mentioned these letters:  "Something is Better Than Nothing", and that's kinda where I seem to be at.  My occasional Vietnamese lady-friend keeps calling me (!), so I must be doing...

When all one sees around one is lust, greed, selfishness, foolhardiness and addiction to the "big show".  Maybe I'm hangin' out with the wrong crowd, but it seems the flash and dazzle is all there...

Instead of the traditional, 90-minute to 2-hour (boring) wedding video that we've all seen and yawned through, I'm developing a 20-min. short-form presentation, that opens with the pastor's speech on...

It's like it's God's cruel joke...plants these lust desires in there on the ripe old age of puberty, and then says "deny your flesh so that you may live in my spirit".  What a crock of shit. I...

Part-time, retail sales.  Hope they call me in for an interview!  This job could be the perfect fit.  I'm really into and want to be further educated about nutritional supplements, and passing...

I WANT you to come into my heart and burn a new wellspring of passion there, Lord...when this world, with its trivial concerns, lusts and greed seem to make a desolation out of the human experience,...

As I know he'll be "tugging" at me, at my heart,  from the Other Side, telling me "remember me!", want to do something in honor of his spectacular life.  Hmmm...ideas?  Something car-racing...

Looking for a new job to supplement my high-paying but high-stress weekend business...nothing jumping out here on the net or in local searches...trying to be patient, put it in God's hands and leave...

When it hurts, relax and go deeper.  When you're afraid, relax and go deeper.  Within the pain and fear, within the darkness, is love and pleasure.  We're too busy with the clutter of our minds to...

So here I am, folks!  What new have you got going in your lives?

Was filming sexy ladies the other night on New Year's Eve, and this dick-head had the gall to come up and tell me "You do realize you're nasty, right? What are you, like 39? (actually a...

Happy Channukah!  And to all a good night!  May the mistletoe glisten brightly and we all be good boys and girls so we can get whatever it is we seek from Santa (and Jesus--the two dueling it out...