Feel Pretty Good!

Went through an "emotional boot camp", Summit Education's Breaking Through-Part One, and it was really empowering.  I realized I have a lot more influence on people than I think, as they would on me, if I allowed myself to be more vulnerable.  I tend to hurt people through my anger, which really is the result of not looking into a situation closely enough, leap-frogging over it, out of a desire to rise above and conquer, and thus not fully understanding it, which really is the result of a lack of patience and a tendency to get bored easily, as well as an experience with a bully in the 4th grade, which in turn I allowed to influence my own behavior, turn me into the very bully I despised.  I jump to conclusions, typically the wrong ones, which are not the situation at all.  I condemn rather than supporting.  I'm working on it.

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electrictoo
electrictoo

hey koolmann I remember you from years ago. I don\'t think you will remember me. I remember you and your bother seems it is not quite as painfull as years before.. hope you will be my friend again