koolman

...the traditional Vietnamese honey indeed does like to be "appreciated" visually and physically.  Just when I thought we were kind of fizzling out in the romance department, she wanted to go see...

I don't know whether I'm coming or going; such is the nature of working the night shift.  I'm awake when everyone else is asleep.  But it's quiet at night, and I can really think, self-absorb.  I...

Or should I say, pushing above, or beyond, circumstance?  It's very difficult, of course, when we're bludgeoned by information from all sides, that, among other things, the attainment of material...

...tuning into Christian radio, which seems to be our only spiritual education here in the West, mainly for a reprieve from the concerns of the material, financial world.  Have always had difficulty...

Whew!  What a whirlwind!  Put in two 11pm-7am shifts security as per usual at the Claridge, and, after sleeping 8am-3pm, gonna do three 7am-3pms this week, starting tomorrow!  'Twas against my...

Hung out with a guy buddy of mine today, and we got to talking about his departed mom and my departed brother.  He broke down and I hugged him and cried too.  First time I've shed tears in the...

The security company calls it the "overnight" shift.  11pm-7am.  Aside from re-training the sleep rythms to later in the day, which is brutal, overnight is awesome.  Not a damn soul awake in the...

I like the post commander, Rolf.  He's a calm, methodical type who lays out the groundwork for me and puts me at ease, instills in me a certain confidence.  Neil, this other fat fuck that came in...

and it feels good!  I successfully trained for two posts for the security company, and now they're beginning to schedule me on a regular basis.  All I've got to do is keep a team player mentality,...

Christ's ressurrection day, if you believe in that sort of thing, and I'm about to go up to Boca and hang with the fam, including my new little nephew, who's now six months old.  When I hang out...

I still miss you, Mark.  You know what I miss most about you?  Your serene calm.  You were always the peacemaker.  When I got into an argument with your ex-wife who was living in the trailer that...

As I'm reading here in the forums, power is great in that it drives us to succeed, to accomplish something, but, when it interferes with love, it is not good.  Trying to tone down my need to feel...

Am deeply depressed that this video business I've been doing for the past 11 years was never going to get me ahead financially (whatever profit there is goes back into the business, to buy more...

Did another wedding last night.  God, I must be getting impatient in my old age, but those things ALWAYS seem to go on WAY TOO LONG (multiple speeches from people who don't have a clue that they are...

in the female population of South Florida.  Filmed a wedding last night, and all the (young) women were like "Film ME!  You like ME the best!"  Did I really expect anything different?  Find it...