koolman

I think there is good anger and bad ange.  Bad anger is negativity and is destructive, to career and relationships.  Good anger is anger that is channeled into creating something positive.  I'm...

For the moment, I am on top of the financial "game".  After I overdrafted my checking account (oops, thought there was more money in there), Bank of America decided that it was in their best...

Looking back on my old Super-8mm film stuff I shot as a kid, my first directorial efforts, on the way to upload to youtube, am thinking "Man, I haven't changed a bit".  My strength as a...

Boy, there's something validating about getting paid well for your talents, what you do well!  I figured out that I wanted to work on a film/video production crew down in Miami doing music videos,...

Being a willing participant in a family unit that works, that is loving, harmonious and functional, is a great source of peace, of heaven on Earth!  I've finally come around to this conclusion after...

Aside from external economic factors, trying to analyze exactly why I'm poor.  I think I simply don't possess the "greed for money" gene, in the sense that the numbers themselves are my driving...

Those childish things were fictitious movies and war games.  Now playing with and dealing with adult things, people and their feelings.  It's a much bigger and more complex world than I thought! ...

to FAIR, because the economy is really grating on my nerves, and making me feel rather helpless.  I normally make a pretty good living working free-lance, and the free-lance work is still trickling...

Just watching movies from 2002 when you were already complaining about what you thought was acid reflux (and we later learned to be a colon tumor that proved fatal), and it's eerie, sad and...

...from 20 years ago and we had a lot of laughs and great time.  I enjoyed being close to her.  She kicked her dead-beat boyfriend (my former friend) out to the curb for the umpteenth time and he...

Finished that big credit union project...was cheesy and without depth but had its moments of fun.  Immediately after, went on a 2-week vacation up to Ohio for my cousin's wedding and just to visit...

Took on a big video editing project for a local credit union, mostly because I need the money, partly because I needed something to take my mind off my personal state, which drifts in and out of gray...

are looking increasingly sexy, particularly Tina Fey and Amy Poehler... This has become my new goal in all relationships--to look for something genuinely funny in every person I meet and try to get...

NOT mid-life crisis... I'm almost 44 years old.  It's been two years since my brother Mark died at the age of 40, and starting to get a bigger sense of what it all means...life, death, we're...

Biked from Pompano down to Ft. Lauderdale to deliver work (about 20 miles), then back up to Pompano to work out at the gym for 2 hours (15 miles)...less weight and more reps this time so as not to...