koolman

Ahhh...what a good night of deep sleep does for the soul!  Now...how will I clutter my soul today?  Gotta finish up some video editing, then get ready to go up to Orlando to hang with the fam and...

OK...feeling a little better since the one-year anniversary of my brother's demise.  I should've been having a wonderful time on the golf course, but watching my grandfather hunched over feebly when...

Heading to a buddy's house to watch a football game.  There will be a lot of beer consumed.  Figure, if I'm going to indulge in a vice, let's precede it with a virtue, riding 15 miles on a bike to...

It's sales (ehhhh...) but it's ENTERTAINMENT sales, selling subscriptions to DISH satellite network, and I know and love entertainment, so I know I can talk that up and close some deals.  It'll be...

Boy, I wish I could see it!  When I stare into my own soul, and the immediate surroundings, all I see is blackness.  Looking up into the sun...into the clouds...help me out here, Lord...

I could find an easier way to make a fuckin' buck.  Maximum profit, minimum complexity, bullshit and aggravation, think up a number, push a bit, and it would be so, magically appear.  Would free up...

Not a whole lot to report.  A bit of drama and bullshit regarding a car accident.  Got that taken care of and got a newer car, so seem to be back on some semblence of a smooth track.  Now if I...

I don't know whether I'm coming or going; such is the nature of working the night shift.  I'm awake when everyone else is asleep.  But it's quiet at night, and I can really think, self-absorb.  I...

Or should I say, pushing above, or beyond, circumstance?  It's very difficult, of course, when we're bludgeoned by information from all sides, that, among other things, the attainment of material...

...tuning into Christian radio, which seems to be our only spiritual education here in the West, mainly for a reprieve from the concerns of the material, financial world.  Have always had difficulty...

Whew!  What a whirlwind!  Put in two 11pm-7am shifts security as per usual at the Claridge, and, after sleeping 8am-3pm, gonna do three 7am-3pms this week, starting tomorrow!  'Twas against my...

Hung out with a guy buddy of mine today, and we got to talking about his departed mom and my departed brother.  He broke down and I hugged him and cried too.  First time I've shed tears in the...

The security company calls it the "overnight" shift.  11pm-7am.  Aside from re-training the sleep rythms to later in the day, which is brutal, overnight is awesome.  Not a damn soul awake in the...

I like the post commander, Rolf.  He's a calm, methodical type who lays out the groundwork for me and puts me at ease, instills in me a certain confidence.  Neil, this other fat fuck that came in...

and it feels good!  I successfully trained for two posts for the security company, and now they're beginning to schedule me on a regular basis.  All I've got to do is keep a team player mentality,...