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- Today would have been my 21st Anniversary. I thought I was fine about it, but I am at work and everytime I have to write the date, which is very often, I get a tug of, oh year its my anniversary. Oh well I guess I just have to get through this day,...
- I keep once again bouncing back and forth with my emotions. I go from really hating him because I remember that he chooses to chat with his women with out any regard to me and the kids. I also remember all the lying and how he can change a story to...
- I am going to my dermatologist to get some tumors removed. I have been getting more and more of them in the last couple of years. They are small so I am grateful for that, but there are so many now on my arms and neck. I have been putting this...
- For the past two weeks I can\'t get out of this depression funk. I was doing pretty good, and now I am back to the bottom again. I find I have no incentive to do anything and all I do is cry. Even though I know I made the right decision I can\'t...
- I have been having a tough time the passed two weeks slowly going into a the depression part of the roller coaster. which led to this morning where I found my self very very depressed only thinking of the good times and could not even move or...
- I know that it is my choice for the divorce since I could not take the lying and betrayal any longer. I took it for 10 years and I just could not go through it anymore. I have my good days and bad for many different reasons, but sometimes it just...
- When the kids were younger and he was still around around, there was never a place for me to just be alone they were all always in my face. I use to go around the house saying I just want to be alone just to think. Now he is gone and the kids are...
- Has anyone heard of or tried anything that shrinks tumors. Natural Herbs maybe. I know I sound desperate, but I was thinking that wouldn't it be nice if you took something for other reasons maybe, and it actually worked to shrink these stupid...
- Has anyone gotten alimony in NY if they work full time and make at least half of what there spouse makes. I was told by my mediator because I work full time he does not have to give me alimony. I really need something to help me with bills. Even...
- I hate that I have to be nice to my stbx because we are not divorced yet and I need him to give me money. I know he is responsible for the kids, but I need the extra money to just pay the bills. I had to ask for extra money from him today and he...
- I am having such a hard time today. I am actually sitting at my desk at work and can't concentrate I can't do anything. I just keep trying to stop my self from crying. I didn't think I would hit this low again. I expected to feel sad and upset...
- MY stbx is having emotional affairs with women he meets on the Internet. He goes on line to talk to them and chats on his cell phone. Of cause he denies it and tell me he is doing nothing wrong, but I had enough and told him I was done. But I can't...
- stbx did move out to a temporary room until he can move into his apartment. The room is further away from his job and our house. Well I did know he was going to the house at lunch to check the mail and I guess I was OK with this thinking it was no...
- I really was doing so good. My stbx left finally last Sunday and I really was in a place that you would expect to be in a year from now. The tension was gone and I just remembered all the bad psycho stuff he did. I was actualy thinking I don't...
- I am going through a divorce, and I do worry and think about something I have not had to worry about in 20 yrs. I do have what the dr say is a mild case, but I still worry about how dating will be. I mean its going to be hard anyway after being...