MoonHighTide
Status: Trying not to be totally depressed
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- Could any and all people please try to explain to me what "Keeping the Faith" means? I have heard it so many times in my life, but don't know exactly what it means, to you, or in general. I have a lot of stress on my plate right now-- no bunny for 3...
- I am so upset that my bunny boy is gone. If he was holed up somewhere, I think he would have come out by now. I've left food for him, I've cooked food I know he loves the smell of, still no boy.(TW) I really could use him right now, especially after...
- I was gonna journal this, but 3 nites ago I was raped. I really need a lot of support here. 3nites ago I was raped while sleeping. I was drugged with liquid date rape drugs, just like my ex-h used to do. I think I know who did it, but I have no...
- Hi, I'm usually in the PTSD forum, bc it's kind of a "catch all". for lots of stuff, and I have a whole bunch of (literally) crap the I've been wadding thru for the last 15 years. But today, it's the depression really dragging me down. Just over a...
- I am WAY past depressed, guilty, anxiety, self hatred. My baby bunnie boy is gone. It's been 20 hours, and I figured he'd come out when he got hungrey. Nope, no sign of him. I even made food that I knew he liked the smell of, just to make him come...
- Well, I discovered that no, I have not been imagining things, or have false memories. Just When it can get worse, it does. This does not surprise me in the least. This cross I've had to bear, these shackles around my feet, these heavy loads on my...
- I just can't get out of this funk I'm in. Watching the news is not helping. That's why it's just "the news", instead of the "good/ok news". No one's gonna watch "bad news". Man, hearing that a bunch of those high school sophomore kids that drowned...
- I have realized recently that my brain has not been as quick or sharp as it was before. I'm sure the fact that I have basically been out of society for over a decade has something to do with it. It's very rare that I do get out, and when I do it's...
- I woke up early this morning to find my mouth guard on top of the blankets in front of me. My entire body was a huge tight knot. Luckily, it was still early enough to try loosen my muscles. I took muscle relaxants, regular paid meds, and the small...
- A few days ago I found my dogs were playing with a baby bunny. I didn't think it was still alive, but miraculously it was. He didn't have any bite marks or cuts at all. So I took him inside (much to the dismay of my dogs) and put him in a sock on my...
- I am one of those "lucky" people whose physical and mental pain are interwoven together. One brings on the other. I've been doing ok lately, but I'm have a lot of physical pain lately, like now. But I'm not gonna let that get me down. I'm thinking...
- Yes, some people may think I'm crazy, but I will say "yes I am" every time any one asks. Instead I sit here and rot away like an jack o lantern whose seen too many days. I would have it made if that butt hole hadn't literally destroyed every part of...
- I can feel it now coming on. Total brain fog is moving in now. Also have trouble typing, flash backs memories that I don't need to know. I already know enough. I don't need or wanting any more bad thoughts breaking thru again. Lately ben a minute to...
- I did a stupid and silly this last nite. I was feeling tired, I thought I'd take a long sleep. I could use a 10-14 sleep. So, I took my nite meds, go to bed and sleep. I slept from Midnite to 3:30 , when my dog woke me up so she could go out. I...
- So, I tried to go to bed early, like the silly fool I am. I know better. This is not my first time trying to pull this "stunt". I know that I can't go to bed early.And by early, I'm talking midnite, til 2am. "normally" I go to bed around 3-6am. I...