MoonHighTide

Lately I have been having bad memories and flasbacks. I hate this. It hard to "walk it off" when I try to pull another, positive thought, I just get more of the bad. I have so many stupide triggers....

BTW, day 3, no bunny. Shit

So this afternoon someone is coming over to look at my deck to see what he can do with it. His business is Home Maintance Repair, so hopefully he'll be able to fix some of he smaller things in my...

Ok bad news first. My baby bunny boy has been MIA for over 20 hours. He should be in the house somewhere, but I can't find him. I'm I'll find him in a week or so, from the smell. I am soooo...

So last nite I was smacked in the face with sick individuals. I really should not be living this way anymore. I left my ex-hub 11 years ago. I just celebrated my anniversary on Easter, 4/20. 11 years...

OK, so with all the bs my ex did to me, when others hear of it, they are shocked, give me pity I don't want, than DO THE SAME DAMN THING!! I deduced what was going on from all the usual, and slow...

I just fed Lucky. Now he is looking for a warm place for a nappy, and where did he go? On my lap under my laptop. He is SO cute. I can't believe he's already 2- 3 weeks old. He looks like a newborn....

Yesterday my new bunny started to get really daring and kept come out of his little sock house. He even let my female dog sniff him, and the dog was #1good with him, but VERY jeoulos. I had to...

2 nite ago I could not get my dogs in the house. They both stayed out all nite. Did not come around all day yesterday, either. So I went out to hunt them down, and get their butts in the house. I...

Well, another day down, and more pain. Bring on the Pain. I love it I'll take all I can get. Well, that's what I tell myself, and that's how I have to think. With the 24/7 pain I can't just sit here...

Well, another day down, and more pain. Bring on the Pain. I love it I'll take all I can get. Well, that's what I tell myself, and that's how I have to think. With the 24/7 pain I can't just sit here...

Well, another holiday down, alone, which is pretty much how I like it. My family, far, far away, by my choice. And roomates, I can't count on them. Another one just screwed me over... again....

I am devaastaeted thjat I wrote all of that out, had itbubble up in me, see it again in front of me, try not to let it hurt me, yet of course it dissapeared HELP, I'm a sinking ship going down 

I just wrote out a long draining depressing post that disappeared as I was about to write it.Telling my story just gets me totally depressed. And now, that post is gone so I'll have to rewrite it,...

Yesterday, my dogs and I took an awesome "nappy" in my bed. I love them sleeping in bed with me. That way when I wake up and reach over to the empty side, but my dogs are there, so I get happy bc  ...