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MoonHighTide
MoonHighTide
I was gonna journal this, but 3 nites ago I was raped. I really need a lot of support here. 3nites ago I was raped while sleeping. I was drugged with liquid date rape drugs, just like my ex-h used to do. I think I know who did it, but I have no proof. But I woke up from a nap, and my outside lips haad been sandpapered. Then yesterday I took a good look, and found a nasty case of "beard burn".(abrationsations from growing in hair repeadedly back and forth). I am going out of my mind. This is what my ex-h did to me, an d much, much more. So every guy that knows does the same thing. I can't even walk unless my legs are spread out as wide as possible. It's crazy that this stuff is still going on after 15 years. I can't handle it. And my bunny is gone, to boot. I'm doing incredibly bad
bluedragon41
bluedragon41
Oh, jeez, I'm so sorry...and angry on your behalf.

The first priority has to be getting your safety assured, so that this creep doesn't manage to repeat the crime. I'd like for you to press charges, but I know that the justice system ain't what it should be.

If you've got any, diaper rash ointment's great for abrasion rashes.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I don't know what your situation is, why you are vulnerable to this now. Why "every guy that knows does the same thing." You are not sure who did it? This is terrible! Can you go to a rape crisis center?
LeoX3
LeoX3
Please at least consult a trusted medical doctor or nurse practitioner to be tested for any medical consequences, okay? That's scary, I know, but it's for your health, okay?
No idea your specifics, but please, get safe and know we're here for you.
jewells1
jewells1
I am so srry. this is beyond words. Get locks changed and do as arfie says. I know it's hard but we are here.

Hugs again.
MoonHighTide
MoonHighTide
I already have brand new locks for front and back door. Dead bolt, regular handle, the whole 9 yards. I tried to get in to see my doc on thurs at lunch time. The msg said they will be back the next day (fri) at 9:00. But nnnooooo. No. one here works on Fridays. I'm gonna go on Monday, bc I'm sure it will still be going on. It actually hurts more today than yesterday. I think it scabbed up a little over nite, which would break open, bleed and hurt more.

I just want everyone to know that I thank you all for your support. As you may know my life has been very difficult lately, and am going to need continued support. Thank you all and I appreciate your thoughts and prayers. I am praying that I will be able to see the doc on monday
Community Leadermujicaptsd
mujicaptsd
Leo's suggestion that you get to a doctor is really important--I agree.
DeliAnnem
DeliAnnem
What about the police?

I am afraid I don't know your situation very well. Do you know the man?
arfie
arfie
Gentlest of sustaining hugs to you, Moon. "Lots of trigger words" does not even begin to cover it...
WalkinBuffaloMan
WalkinBuffaloMan
I'm truly sorry that you had this happen. It enrages me hearing that spoiled, childish boys, who are trapped in men's bodies are too weak and pathetic to control their own urges.
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