Luna113

So I've been gone a while. Not for any real reason, I guess, I just kinda quit feeling like talking. It happens. Anyway, my depression has been really bothering me lately. Been having problems with...

I'm so bored @____@ I'm so bored that it's actually triggering anxiety attacks. In my job we have a yearly slow period and this is on top of being a job that could never be called words like...

Sorry to anyone who's been waiting on me for anything and anyone who will be in future. My kitty is still so sick. Just as she was improving she caught a huge respiratory infection. She's getting the...

I've been told on this site that if I'm so lonely I should just talk to the people on my friend's list. After all we're friends, right?!I'm not dissing anyone as friends, but I want to make everyone...

I'm overweight. Thankfully, I'm not horribly obese, but I can see 200 lbs just up the road. I used to be over 50lbs lighter. I started eating when I got trapped in a toxic job with an abusive...

I'm glad it's Friday. I've had horrible sleep all week. Some of it is may fault, some isn't. Either way I'm completely worn out. Though I made the extra effort to get all my errands done before I...

I really get tired of my own emotional overreactions. It's like something in my brain has a hair trigger and the dumbest shit trips it. I feel like that's not even me. I wish I could take it out....

I've been having a reoccurring theme in my dreams lately. I keep dreaming the my front door is unlocked and open. It feels so scary, like how a totally mundane thing can in dreams. I panic thinking...

Today, I planned nothing. I got a bit upset Friday, but thankfully it passed. I decided that I should spend at least today to just do nothing and rest. I'm really glad this weekend is better than...

So, nobody has talked to me since I confessed. None of my friends here. Nothing at all. I feel super weird.I came to my mom's in hopes of feeling better, but I still felt down. I expressed some worry...

I'm not completely sure what happened yesterday. I just sort of fell to pieces and over the phone no less. Still tho, this kinda illustrates why I have such a difficult time ever knowing how to...

They found out. They called me and I couldn't stop crying like a dumb ass. Now I have to see them....I'm not ready to handle this. I'm fine really, nothing crazy is gonna happen, but I'm totally not...

Alright, so I tried to abbreviate when I came here, and I understand I didn't give a clear picture. If anybody has the time to read this and give advice I extend my gratitude in advance! It's gonna...

Although the fight is over and apologized for nobody called today. I usually get a call. I'm too anxious to try, myself. I still have my anti anxiety medication. I thought taking one, maybe getting...