Weird times

I'm not completely sure what happened yesterday. I just sort of fell to pieces and over the phone no less. Still tho, this kinda illustrates why I have such a difficult time ever knowing how to relate to my family. They do things that drive me absolutely bonkers and then when I crumble from the stress they put me on a sofa somewhere and take care of me. How should I feel? I can't stay angry, they gave me soup dammit! Yet I feel I'm justified, but then I can't. What?I couldn't work today. My head felt like a microwave after having a fork thrown in. I was absolutely off my rocker yesterday. It happened suddenly and uncontrollably. I still feel really weird today. I can't answer anybody's questions. It's like answering what set off a tornado. Lots of tiny, tiny things that build up, I suppose. Individually they all sound stupid and don't make sense. I will go to work tomorrow regardless of how I feel. I have to see my dad tonight. I haven't seen him since Christmas. I wish I didn't have to, but I set it up...when I was feeling okay. It's no big deal, I just don't want to leave the apartment.