My Life

I am so afraid all the time! I just fear I shall never get what I want. And my anxiety shroulds me like a curse. So that no matter what I do I can never face the one fear that I wish to overcome.I pasted this song, because I can relate to it, eventhough the Author surely had more pain than I do. Because he wrote this not long after he lost his wife and children. O Love, that wilt not let me go,I rest my weary soul in Thee;I give Thee back the life I owe,That in Thine ocean depths its flowMay richer, fuller be.O Light, that followest all my way,I yield my flickering torch to Thee;My heart restores its borrowed ray,That in Thy sunshine's blaze its dayMay brighter, fairer be.O Joy, that seekest me through pain,I cannot close my heart to Thee;I trace the rainbow through the rain,And feel the promise is not vainThat morn shall tearless be.O Cross, that liftest up my head,I dare not ask to fly from Thee;I lay in dust life's glory dead,And from the ground there blossoms redLife that shall endless be.