Frustration

I am so annoyed with who ever took the ball from the mouse! I have the use the f**ken keyboard to everything! I know I may have stayed on a long time yesterday, but I had a lot of things to do! (Man I hate having to use a computer I have to share with everyone!) I almost wish we had the laser mouse back again, even if it was acting shitty!All things aside, today is Sunday and yeah I cooked all day yesterday and this morning for it, so yeah I'd say I'm cooked out. (Now everyone better eat my cooking or  I'm going to cry!)Well I will again continue to persevere in my efforts, where John is concerned. Although I don't know if I have enough determination on Thursday to really go for it. I'm more pissed than anything. And I'm worried the green monster within me will rare its ugly head when Joanna, tries to socialize with the twins. When I just want to have them all to myself. (although somehow I don't mind sharing them with Lisa strangely enough.)Well that's all my worries for today! Till tomorrow.