speechliss

Wow, its been over 2years since my last post. A lot of things have changed, but a few things are still the same. Instead of going into great detail, ill just bullet point.*I still have depression,...

I think Im actually losing my grip on reality.My doctor said there wasnt anything he could do for me because he didnt want me on medication. Not for the arthritis but for the depression.He said ill...

Every time it feels like im back on track, something bulldozes me straight back into the hole i spent so long crawling out of.I thought i was doing just fine with managing my pain as best i could,...

I think there comes a point where you realize you need to see someone when you've spent the last few weeks crying yourself to sleep because you don't know how to handle your own emotions. Getting...

Its hard to find people that actually know how you feel sometimes. Everyone seems to think that because you can't see it, means it doesnt exist. I think the worst part is when people are trying to...

So, the last time I wrote I was pretty depressed. It hasn't really changed but I've been doing better. I still don't have the support from my family that I need to help me but being 21 and turning 22...

Im worthless and everything is my fault. My family and I spent 4 an a half hours in the hospital with my niece yesterday because under my care she got a hold of my dads meds for his blood pressure....

I'm such a burden on everyone.I cant open a bag of chips without wanting to break down and jump off a bridge.  

So, so far everything is good. Even though right now i may or may not have tonsillitis. I woke up this morning with a very burning throat and blocked nose. On the plus side i went out on Saturday...

I have been thinking a lot lately. Its been hard coming to terms with having arthritis, considering my age I never thought that could be me. But I'm done been looked at different, treated different...

Wow, It's been awhile since i wrote an entry, not to mention the state i was in.. I got in trouble for not taking my meds and been advised to start taking them again, and i feel slightly better but...

i don't know what to to anymore. I went and saw the nurse and she gave me her number because shes concerned about my history with eating disorders and depression. Now I'm on the edge, because an ex...

Im deactivating this profile. Im sick of the hate and being told im selfish. So thanks for your support and everything but the hate is pushing me over the edge.

Right now sucks. More than a normal day. Ive had headache after headache, that make my eyes twitch and as normal my parents shrug it off. If i want help I have to be in so much pain i cant walk or...

Recently I've been experiencing some intense leg/thigh pain that wouldn't go away with normal painkillers. So yesterday I went and saw my doctor and he gave me Tramadol. To say that I was relieved...