ugh

Right now sucks. More than a normal day. 
Ive had headache after headache, that make my eyes twitch and as normal my parents shrug it off. 
If i want help I have to be in so much pain i cant walk or dying. Thats what it takes. 
Im so stressed out that ive had at least 4emotional breakdowns over nothing. Been messed around by the doctor from monday who tried to tell me I don't have arthritis. my xrays aren't until the day before my specialist appointment, so there is no point in going. Nothing is going right. I have to yet reapply for unemployment after a month. Like wow. What happened to A year? im almost ready to roll off a cliff.