Wow, It's been awhile since i wrote an entry, not to mention the state i was in..
I got in trouble for not taking my meds and been advised to start taking them again, and i feel slightly better but less suicidal. My mum found out about the whole meds thing and confronted me about it and she actually looked like she was concerned. My boyfriend has finally got off my back since i told him why an ex had got back in contact with me, since he never knew my history with depression. But, all is well. Im applying for a job on Monday, with the perfect amount of hours im allowed to work. Im feeling like everything is starting to fall into place. All I need to do, is to move out of home (when im in a stable job) and get my life started.
Ive finally stopped letting my arthritis control me and everything that I do!
I havent smiled this much in 6years!