I feel weak but wonderful

As a little girl..I had a favorite actress.She died in 1962.Her name was Marilyn Monroe and no matter what has been written or sick..I do believe if she lived now...that she would be able to get the proper treatment.I also believe that Marilyn Monroe was a manic depressive.If you look at her life...the sexuality,,,the abortions...the affairs and the lateness...these are the signs of a unhappy manic.I do know what I am talking about.In 1962...at the age of 14..I suffered a complete mental breakdown...and the tragedy that has caused and the ones that followed ...it was been years..but I still can shake them.Noone knows what it was really like growing up in 1962.I attended Thomas Jefferson Junior High and I was overwhelmed(we all were)but I just didnt know how to express it...But I had a very happy childhood and I will never forget my father and mother.I also miss my house and room.I also miss everyone..but life does go on and I will never them.