14 months-general update...by vader

On July 22nd,it was 14 months since Brad took his life.And to me it has been a nightmare.YOu see every day I ask the question why.At the time of his death,Brad was making 45,000 a year which is good in Washington.He was on the verge of getting his license back.He had a loving woman,a lovely house and 2 cats who adored him.Kramer and Tooey used to sleep on his bed.Now Tooey is gone and Now my Kramer is sick.Kramer hasnt eaten since Tooey died.Cats do show grief and I am letting Kramer grieve.She still goes to the litter box and drinks a lot of water.But things have been hectic for me.You see I am behind in the rent and right now in seattle...charities are strapped and some of the non profits are closing up.This is a bad time for everyone.Brad loved me.He did things for me others did notBut Brad was right about some of these people here whom I once held in high esteem.They are nothing but  fair weathered people and now I am having all sorts of problems and they do not want to see me let alone talk to me.ANd they are very immature.One she retired..all she wants to do is party.Partying at 62 is a waste of time because half of these people at parties are full of bullshit.Who cares to hear about other peoples investment problems? Dont they read.On every portfolio it states that the portofolio is not registered with or covered by the FDIC...so you take a risk.And anyone who takes a risk now is stupid.Dont blame AIG.Blame yourself.If you believe that you will get this money back.I AM HAVING a garage sale
sunday because Brad left me a lot of stuff and I must get rid of it.So money problems again and this acute depression which I cant get rid of.