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Status: I believe in the sun even when its not shining. i believe in love even when im not feeling it. i believe in god even when he is silent.

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Craveing Connection

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I walk around most of my day with this knot in my stomach, and an uncomfortable energy in my limbs that leaks out to my fingers and leaves me agitated and anxious. My breath gets shallow and pained, I can feel my heart beat out of rhythm and I know...
Botox, among other things

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I feel so blessed and grateful to see a support group for this! Oh my goodness I can't even describe my relief. I suffered from a very bad fall a few years ago (landed right on my head) and it seems, years later, to have resulted in a Syrinx.I still...
Poem-ish type thing

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I don't know why i started writing tonightAnd I dont know why it still hurts so muchI dont know how to put it in a box and shelf itAnd yet i dont know how to talk to someone about it I dont know how to ask for helpI dont know how to put the pain...
Grief and Gratitude

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There are times where Ill going about my day and I will suddenly be so overcome with emotions that it doubles me over and I cant breath through the sobs that Im chocking on. Feelings of sadness and gratitude that are so intense that I cant keep them...
Heartbroken

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No one believed in me the way my mom did. She was so proud of me and what i planned to do with my life, no matter what my goal was she told me to go for it.. No one gave me the kind of easy acceptance that i always got from her. The pain and grief...
My sister

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My sister and i lost our mom July 6th. she turned 17 the day before her funeral and had been living with her at the time. I feel so awful thinking about that.. I haven't lived with my mom for two years now since i joined the army.. i guess i was...
3 months and 19 days

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I haven't written anything on dailystrenght in a very long time.. I started on here because my mom was bipolar and i was basically raising her and my little sister. But thats all past now, i joined the army right after high school a year ago. I've...
Everything is so new

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I have been with my boyfriend for barely six months, things progressed so rapidly and soon enough we were living together and so in love and everything was..is going perfectly. I'v never met anyone like him, and i want a future with this guy and i...
On Top of the World (a poem)

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My mom is bipolar, i finally moved out of her house 7 months ago when i was 17 because i couldn't take care of her drama and handle her abuse and keep my own sanity.. we havnt talked since and most days now i manage not to think about her as much....
Not normal..

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today i can get up, go to my gandma's fridge, open it and find food there. months ago i hadn't even realized that my mother was starving me...how is that somthing i didnt notice befor now?? so for backround i guess my mamas bipolar. and the shit she...
cant talk anymore

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I dont talk to people anymore and i dont know why. it makes me cry thinking about it. it feels like iv litteraly turned off. and it scares me, or it should scare me. i think the fact that im to numb and placid to be scared is what freaks me out. idk...
switching high schools

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ok so heres a truely terrifying thought (at least for me). so my home life is in shambles. i live with my mom who is bipolar, it just me, her and my little sister and for years its been my job to sorta hold things together. for a long time no one...
scared scared scared

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ok so im getting really frustrated with myself. i dont know what to do or how to deal with everything thats happend to me. i feel like i should be better than this. i hate playing the victum. but i dont know how to discared the role. i dont know if...
Do you ever feel like your friends are to perfect?

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hey so i very rarely post in this group but my life is just... FUCK. everything is getting out of control. my whole lifes worth of bad memorys is catching up to me and im drowning in themmy home life is really sucking, my mom has a really sever case...
Psychosis

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i havent writen in this group in a long time, almost exactly a year in fact. not since my moms last manic episode. she had another one, right on time too. every spring for the past four years. it was about a month ago i think, maybe less i dont...