High School Stress Support Group
This community is dedicated to many issues that can appear in high school, including relationships, academic issues, questions about college and future plans, pressure from friends or parents, or anything else you want to chat about. High school can be stressful and overwhelming. This is a safe place to say what's on your mind and find support.
hey so i very rarely post in this group but my life is just... FUCK. everything is getting out of control. my whole lifes worth of bad memorys is catching up to me and im drowning in them
my home life is really sucking, my mom has a really sever case of bipolar disoder along with a healthy dose of psychosis (which are hallucinations and delusions and other such psychotic syptoms) and its probaly the most terrifying, illogical, and painfull thing ive had to try and coupe with. but thats the problem i guess, i suck at couping. and shes so mean to me sometimes and then the next second shes trying to suck up to me
anyways theres a lot of shit going on there i dont think its neccisary to delve into the whole of it.
i have also never had a healthy relationship, i dont know i just seem to attracte drugies and alcoholics i guess. i remember i had this one boy who would try and emberass me in front of his frineds with alot of sexual shit i guess. i dont know theres just a lot oh things that i would happily repress if i could.
anyways so everything has just piled up and iv tryed to contain it but sometimes it just gets to hard to keep up the good mood. and all my best friends know what iv gone through, iv talked to them about it. and they listen for a while, and try to be sympathetic. they get angry that all this has happened to me. but then the next day its like we never even talked about it. as if they forgot that my moms bipolar or the hell guys have put me through. and its back to gossiping and talking about shoes and all this shit that i couldnt care less about. and when im sad they actually get mad at me. like i have no right to ruin theyre time. or worse they just ignore me. they turn a blind eye and pretend they dont see that im really not ok. they just cant relate to me and i think it makes them uncomfterble.
my friends just cant comprehend that the world is a scary place yet. and i thank god that they havent been through the same things as me because i woulnt wish that on anyone. but sometimes i cant help but hate them for their innocence. especialy when iv tryed so hard to get mine back.
my home life is really sucking, my mom has a really sever case of bipolar disoder along with a healthy dose of psychosis (which are hallucinations and delusions and other such psychotic syptoms) and its probaly the most terrifying, illogical, and painfull thing ive had to try and coupe with. but thats the problem i guess, i suck at couping. and shes so mean to me sometimes and then the next second shes trying to suck up to me
anyways theres a lot of shit going on there i dont think its neccisary to delve into the whole of it.
i have also never had a healthy relationship, i dont know i just seem to attracte drugies and alcoholics i guess. i remember i had this one boy who would try and emberass me in front of his frineds with alot of sexual shit i guess. i dont know theres just a lot oh things that i would happily repress if i could.
anyways so everything has just piled up and iv tryed to contain it but sometimes it just gets to hard to keep up the good mood. and all my best friends know what iv gone through, iv talked to them about it. and they listen for a while, and try to be sympathetic. they get angry that all this has happened to me. but then the next day its like we never even talked about it. as if they forgot that my moms bipolar or the hell guys have put me through. and its back to gossiping and talking about shoes and all this shit that i couldnt care less about. and when im sad they actually get mad at me. like i have no right to ruin theyre time. or worse they just ignore me. they turn a blind eye and pretend they dont see that im really not ok. they just cant relate to me and i think it makes them uncomfterble.
my friends just cant comprehend that the world is a scary place yet. and i thank god that they havent been through the same things as me because i woulnt wish that on anyone. but sometimes i cant help but hate them for their innocence. especialy when iv tryed so hard to get mine back.
1. I am dealt all these hardships because God thinks I can handle them. I am mature enough, and they are meant to make me a better person.
2. I don't tell my friends my problems. Maybe they do the same. That friend who seems so perfect...maybe her parents yell and scream at each other every night and it's tearing her apart, but she pretends it doesn't, so she seems fine. No one's perfect. Everyone's got a secret. Maybe you just don't know your friends'.