Sexual Abuse Support Group
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i just need to vent/talk!
i can't believe my mom let my brother back into the house. that make's me soo mad. it's like she doesn't even care about how i feel at all! she said she'd have him gone by the time she went back to work and that should have been like today or something but nope he's still here and i hate it! i don't know what to do, i don't have the gut's for courage to just leave and stay at a friend's i feel too bad anyway's too and i know i shouldn't but i do. i even told my counselor he was here and she didn't really do much about it. i'm just soo pissed i want to cry or cut or something. i dont' want to cut cuz i haven't in a long time but i'm really sick of this! i just need someone to talk to.
i can't believe my mom let my brother back into the house. that make's me soo mad. it's like she doesn't even care about how i feel at all! she said she'd have him gone by the time she went back to work and that should have been like today or something but nope he's still here and i hate it! i don't know what to do, i don't have the gut's for courage to just leave and stay at a friend's i feel too bad anyway's too and i know i shouldn't but i do. i even told my counselor he was here and she didn't really do much about it. i'm just soo pissed i want to cry or cut or something. i dont' want to cut cuz i haven't in a long time but i'm really sick of this! i just need someone to talk to.
deleted_user
For your safety and sanity I think the bst thing would be to stay at friends. Your mother SHOULD understand why you would want to get away. I think the last thing you need is to be alone, if you have a friend you've confided in or at least someone you trust you should be near them, I say this because you're afraid of what you will do to yourself when you're alone.Being near someone you can trust prevents you from hurting yourself, as well as gives you a branch of some sort to cling to for the time being.
kayrl
i wish i could but i just can't bring myself to stay at a friends. idk why i can't i guess i just feel bad. idk why she doesn't but she's never been there for me and alway's there for him and i'm tired of it!
deleted_user
please dont feel bad about staying at a friends that is what true friends are for safety is important please go
deleted_user
What are friends for if not to help in times of need? If you're afraid because you don't want to tell them why, make up some excuse, or just spend time with them for the sake of spending time. I just really encourag you to get away from him. From the sound of it, it seems like 90% of the time he is not physically part of your life, and that his presence now is sudden, unexpected, and uncommon (but i cant be sure, sorry if Im wrong). You don't need this added stress/reminder/abuse of even his person being there. I don't understand mothers who don't try to protect their daughters, I know this might not mean much but I really sorry for your situation. My best advice is to get far away, find someone you can trust and rely on in situations like this. I know it can be hard, but you don't want to keep hurting yourself even just being near him.
kayrl
i should and i want to ask but i just can't do it. thinking about asking a friend right now is making me want to cry i just can't bring myself to do it.
kayrl
ya my brother was over in iraq for 16 month's and came back with the 133rd. and i knew he was coming home but he came home sooner than what i thought he'd be home.
deleted_user
why does it bother you so much to go to a friends if you dont mind my asking
kayrl
idk why it does. i guess that i just have it in my mind that i will be a burden on them and i can't stand that i guess. i just idk, i would like it better if someone just took me out of here, then i wouldn't have to ask and i would feel like someone actually cared. right now i feel like no one does cuz i have to keep doing everything for myself
deleted_user
so you know that you are not alone would you read my journal please i am here if you need someone i would take you out if i could
kayrl
idk i feel like i'm alone all the time. i know i have you guy's but idk i need more i need more people around my area to be like you guy's.
deleted_user
i know how you feel is there a crisis center there if so talk to them they can help make sure you are safe
kayrl
i read your journal, thank you for telling me too. umm i have a few hot line number's but idk i tryed to call one one time but i couldn't talk i was too scared. and in my town there isn't a crisis center.
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