SilentMaid
Status: It does get better with some help and time...don't lose hope on life.
Mood:
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Today has been one hell of a struggle. I can't seem to get motivated to do anything. I feel super exhausted and I'm trying to figure out why...Is it because my beloved hamster died last night? Is my...
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Can I just say how insane life is! So many twists and turns. You never know what's going to happen. The many times that I contemplated taking my own life...well, I'm glad I didn't. Let me update you...
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Just when I think I'm doing super well, BAM!--My pms anxiety and depression kick me right in the teeth! I eat too much, I don't eat at all, I'm sad, then I'm extremely sensitive and I can't...
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I'm so tired. I'm finally getting a break from work. It's not that my job is strenuous. I just get tired of dealing with people every day. Sometimes it's even difficult for me to deal with my...
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I thought perhaps that this week would be a wonderful one for me. I was happy. Then by Wednesday, it was like Death felt lonely and started taking people I knew. First, it was Steve, who was a...
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I fucking hate socializing all the time! Why can't my husband understand this?! I really don't want to deal with this tonight. I feel like screaming and crying all at the same time. My skin...
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Hello Journal, I want you to know that I just got married on Tuesday, October 11. I'm very happy and this feels like a good place in my life, despite all of my short comings as of lately. I'm...
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Finally, Autumn is here!!! I'm happy, but I feel like I'm almost walking on eggshells because every day I have to be extremely cautious at work with my actions and words. I feel bad for letting...
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I'm very hard on myself when I make a mistake. I made a mistake recently by losing control at work, and it could possibly cost me my job in worst case scenario. Now, I'm worried. If I lose my...
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So, I just finished playing an online PS4 game with my other half and his buddy...and I fucking hated it! I hated it because I don't like not knowing how to play something and I don't want it...
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Well, it's been quite a while since I've been on here. I've been doing pretty good...actually very well since my last entry. But lately at work I've been feeling like the inner darkness I have is...
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Lately, I've been going through some things. I'm in a very dark place in my mind. Every time something goes wrong in my relationship, I want to just walk away from everything with hopes of ending...
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Today, I took my son to the park. We live in a nice neighborhood. The park is small and clean. Great place to take the kids. But I don't think I'll ever take my son to the park on a...
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On May 20th of this year, it's going on nine years that my father passed away...Every year, I feel more distant and hollow than ever before. Things change. People change. And I grow colder with...
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I don't know if everyone in this house is having pms, but the tension is HIGH!!! I'm trying to keep my cool and not start a fight, but I'm definitely in fight mode! I need to calm down and listen...
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